Stupid, yes. [There was that stack, being built up the exact same way as the first.

Soon enough it was slid in front of Karkat before he could speak- perhaps very surprisingly so.]

A lot of what anyone thinks or feels is stupid, and it can't be helped. It's stupidly natural, a long with other shit that we can't do anything about. Part of being alive, for better or worse.

So, stupid but not something to judge yourself for or beat yourself up about. More so if it's part of missing what passed for normalcy.