And if you would have died this time?

[YEAH IT COULD HAPPEN, gosh Rokurou. Don't be a brat!!!]

Then you'd feel bad. "Oh Serah I was wrong, I needed your healing, it was terrible!" [...was that a bad Rokurou impersonation? It sure was.] "I didn't want to die, but I did! Woe is me!" [Complete with the back of her hand on her forehead as dramatically as possible.]

Then you'd wish for it again.